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I don't know 'bout you but I'm feeling 22

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 23:40:00 -0400

22.Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

My dearest closest friends.

the lingering question kept me up TWO am who do you love

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 03:53:00 -0400

2. When did your last hug take place?

Uh, I don’t remember. I think it was at Felisa’s party this past Saturday.

we were 17, crazy running wild

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 03:51:00 -0400

17. Will you get married?

I don’t know.

Photo

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 03:42:56 -0400

smokemariajuana: bbqutie: SHE DID THAT SHIT OH MY GOD

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 00:53:15 -0400

smokemariajuana:

bbqutie:

SHE DID THAT SHIT

OH MY GOD

Ever done drugs or sex?

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 00:51:00 -0400

Do I look like that type of person? No, I haven’t

nocturnal-soul: Crave You (ft. Giselle) | Flight Facilities

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 02:40:20 -0400

nocturnal-soul:

Crave You (ft. Giselle) | Flight Facilities

“It’s a bad religion to be in love with someone who will never love you” I’m...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 02:29:00 -0400

“It’s a bad religion to be in love with someone who will never love you”

I’m unsure of as to where we stand right now. And that’s okay with me. I don’t want to know. This is one of those things where it is better left unknown and unspoken. I tell myself that you’re only here to fill this empty hole; you’re merely a substitute, a distraction. Yet you’re the sweetest distraction. It’s too good to be true, an impossibility you could say.

I’m not looking to get back into any commitment, which is why I saw you as my perfect candidate. When I saw that little window of hope, I knew what I’d be getting myself into. I would be asking for a world of emotional hurt, filled with scars serving as a reminder. My guard went up. I made it impenetrable, to prevent myself from being broken. It was nice to think that you thought of me in that way, but in the back of my mind, as much as I hoped you really did, I was skeptical. My attitude towards this whole thing is cynical. So it was only natural when you admitted to me that you thought we couldn’t have something that I didn’t break down. I wasn’t hurt. Although I have to admit, it altered my mood and brought about a numbing feeling but I knew I would be able to make it through without shedding a tear, without remorse. We talked about it and realized we wanted the same thing so that ended up being nothing but a scare. But I realized something and I think I knew this all along: you’re right. We can’t ever be something.

We can go on pretending. This will be our little secret.

xctla: I don’t think you’re hurt just by falling. I don’t even think you’re hurt when you fall and...

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 02:04:49 -0400

xctla:

I don’t think you’re hurt just by falling. I don’t even think you’re hurt when you fall and the one you fell for doesn’t catch you. I think what causes pain is when you’re convinced that you’ll be caught by the person you fall for… but you’re not. If all along you fell knowing there’s no one there to catch you, that you may even hit rock bottom, I think you’re kind of okay.

It’s like.. even after all this time, I’m still emotionally the same person. I’m no different from who I was before you happened. There were times I convinced myself otherwise, but aside from that, you didn’t do anything to hurt me. I have nothing to cry over or to be hurt by. Everything was nothing more than a time period of emptiness, really, and it’s more than easy for me to accept.

My god, this is just on point

June 15, 2013

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 02:40:59 -0400

I haven’t written a day post in so long because my days haven’t been too exciting to write about. So I guess this breaks the streak.

The only thing I have worth writing about is Felisa’s party. Thanh picked me up (thank God he changed his mind on going because walking alone into a party is no bueno). Started it off by playing Just Dance and I was really getting into it, despite who was around me. I just hung around Linh most of the time, mingling here and there once in a while. Felisa handed us jello shots and Linh and I agreed we’d do it together. She claims it was the lightest one and yet, I couldn’t even get through it all. It was disgusting. Halfway through and I didn’t even bother with it anymore. They had a hookah set there too and I decided to pop that cherry too. The vapor tested like mint chocolate chip. Hien came by and what she said stuck out to me the most. “You pop cherries when you’re friends with Felisa.” She got that right. Then I played BP with Ceasar as my partner and surprisingly, we beat the champions, Previn and Lance. And that is probably the highlight of my night. We went on to play a second round against Grant and Jonathan and we came out on top once again. Sadly, we lost in the rebuttle round against Linh and Michelle. And just when I was getting really excited and was starting to have a great time, my parents called and I had to go home. Thanks to Thanh though for being understanding and agreeing to take me home. I am forever grateful to him.

Overall, it was a needed night. Another cherry popped: having fun at a party.

connotativewords: Young The Giant | The xx | Islands | Intro I...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 04:21:22 -0400

connotativewords:

Young The Giant | The xx | Islands | Intro

I could never hold you

mymusicescape: Every time I see you in the world, you always...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 03:51:29 -0400

mymusicescape:

Every time I see you in the world, you always step to my girl

johndoomedbutlovingitegbert: homestucklover217: ialreadytookmyp...

Sat, 15 Jun 2013 03:44:55 -0400

johndoomedbutlovingitegbert:

homestucklover217:

ialreadytookmypantsoff:

I replaced every “You” In Taylor Swift’s Trouble with the “You” From Soulja Boy.

omg

I never knew I needed this until now

Congratulations @audreylouise! ❤ (at August Boeger)

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 19:53:00 -0400

Congratulations @audreylouise! ❤ (at August Boeger)

plantingnemo: Trojans - Atlas Genius

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 01:38:41 -0400

plantingnemo:

Trojans - Atlas Genius

northern-downpour-97: shadowstep-of-bast: luvr4photography: th...

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 01:48:25 -0400

northern-downpour-97:

shadowstep-of-bast:

luvr4photography:

theprospitprincess:

hopethefangirl:

derek-hales-butt-cheeks:

hedgeh0ggy:

kyleehenke:

this video is so freaking awkward I cant stop laughing

P

It’s literally saying “no”.

I am snorting and laughing and wheezing fjdsaklfjds IT IS LITERALLY SAYING NO

It’s a good thing cats like water OH MY GOD.

THAT CAT IS HOWLING

HOWLING MIND YOU

“NO” XD

I CAN’T STOP LAUGHING OH MY GODS

“This is its favorite time of the bath.”
*yowling* “NO”

"I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking..."

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 00:47:47 -0400

“I used to think I was tough, but then I realized I wasn’t. I was fragile and I wore thick fucking armor. And I hurt people so they couldn’t hurt me. And I thought that was what being tough was, but it isn’t.”

- James Frey (via rabbitinthemoon)

“Do not fall in love with people like mewe will take you tomuseums and parksand monumentsand kiss...

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 03:38:19 -0400

“Do not fall in love with people like me
we will take you to
museums and parks
and monuments
and kiss you in every beautiful
place so that you can
never go back to them
without tasting us
like blood in your mouth.

I have my heart set on making sure that this summer is going to be different. This is the summer...

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 01:16:21 -0400

I have my heart set on making sure that this summer is going to be different. This is the summer that I want to step out of my comfort zone. Maybe not completely but just enough to give me some sort of rush. I want to experience new things. I want to have experiences I never dreamed of having and for a moment, I just want to forget who I am, this image I’ve built for myself, and let loose a little and most importantly, to just have fun.

I'll be 87, you'll be 89, and I'll still look at you like the stars that shine in the sky

Sun, 09 Jun 2013 01:04:00 -0400

87. Ever won a contest?
Unfortunately, no.

89. Which are better, black or green olives?
I’ve never had green olives so..